Yeh, Me

The Slowest Form Of SuicideNever Can Love Be Clear In The Eyes Of The Beholder. Not Something You can Explain To The World. Nothing Is Worse Than To Not Have Someone To Love. But Its Even Worse To Love And Lost. Like Being Hit With A Hammer, It Leaves U dazed And Confused. You Know You Love The Person And You Cant Explain Why. You Feel Something You Could Never Understand Nor Contemplate. The Feeling Of Losing The One You Spilled Your Heart For Is Unbearable. You Can’t Even Concentrate On Life Itself. Like Nothing Makes Sense Anymore. And You See The One You Love With Someone Other Than Your Being. And IThe Slowest Form Of Suicide


Sick Of Your LiesThe punches fly Against the wall of hate This pain is more than I can takeSick Of Your Lies
You went beyond my trust You went beyond my heart Your lies tear me apart
I cant believe you did this I cant believe its true I almost think we should be through
Why have you done this to me Why have you made me so lonely You haven’t even called You don’t care at all Why should I try Im sick of your lies
My mind hits the floor Anger stronger than the stone I cant take this feeling anymore The feeling of being alone
Why did
i'm thinking about quitting...i'm tired of failing to people who aren't better than me. I am absolutely tired of being inferior to people who are NOT in any way superior to me.
i hate when i try so hard and lose to something that isn't better then what i do.
"advertise yourself" you might say. NO...it doesn't work like that...i've done it several times and its only worked once!..."once is better than none" shut the fuck up....when you've failed as many times as i have...once is the equivalent of none....i'm tired of original artists losing to fan artists who copy what they see on tv....i'm tired of original artists getting more comments and favs for stuff that i cud do while sleeping on a train. While i have respect to the real artists...i hate them because i will look at their pageviews....and then look at mine...and realize i have failed again.
THIS IS BULLSHIT
while i can stay and attain those pageviews...some people have been here shorter than i have and have more success....I've failed again.
Failure is not something i tolerate lightly when it comes excessively...one or two are acceptable...get back up and try again...but when they come to you in the numbers...i see two doors...one says "they cheated and you should push on" ...the other says "your a failure and you need to quit" i've taken the first door time after time after time...they say you learn from your mistakes...maybe its just time to quit. I should just go back to writing for myself and the possibility of being an author like i wanted to be when i was a kid. According to you people...drawing is not my thing. YOU turned me into a failure and i will accept this judgement.
i'm giving all the people who watch me or see this one week to come up with a reason why i should continue making art for deviantart or at all in that manner...or else i quit and i will terminate my account. judgement day...June 29th 6/29/2007. I am NOT kidding around here and anybody who thinks i am will be adding gas to this fire. I am leaving the 29th if i don't have a plausible reason to stay or a rapid upshoot in comments and faves that come from the heart. that means that all the people who i watch will not see me again.
thats all for now or ever....you people are too blame for my failure...remember that even if you don't care.
and just so everyone knows...i'm not a suicidal so don't pull that card.
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Does the Burger King live at White Castle? O.o
When life gives you lemons...sell them for cash and buy soda
The Way of the Flaim! check it. It's Bitchin'
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"If you were dead or still alive, I don't care. And all the things you left behind, I don't care.."-Three Days Grace and Apocalypica
lol i'm easyly forgotten...
is easyly even a word........ wow... staying up all night really does stuffs to ya lol. man.... i wonder if i'm like this drunk too..... hummm.. lol oo i'm i'm alive...yupp... and how might you be?
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Taylor Danielle
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you got a new myspace and didn't readd me
meanie lol
jk
i haven't talk to you in forever
how have you been lately?
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Taylor Danielle
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